Day Three

Posting super late, but I did have this done yesterday I swear!! It was very fitting to how I feel (now, and usually) with things, I always tend to self-sabotage and fail at things because I don't think I can do it -- it's so much easier if I'm the reason I fail from not trying, than from trying.

i can't keep on this road
this road to destruction
destroying     my self
                      my  thought
                                      my   soul-
wrenching decisions to change, to leap, to
grow, so hard to make so hard
to follow
to follow through on
to fall - oh, to fall into a better state
a better life
a better  
   me